Be A Spiritual Embryo: Cleave To The Upper Level
A question I received: What should I do if I have difficulty continuing my studies and it feels like I’m being pushed away?
My Answer: When you feel a burdening of the heart, disappointment, and egoistic complaints, these are feelings you receive from Above. What should you do? Lower your demands: if you’re lying on the ground, you have nowhere left to fall.
And if you decide that you don’t need anything except to be in the state of bestowal, then it will be impossible to throw you out of this state. It’s because you will reject your Malchut (egoistic desires) and cleave to Bina (bestowal).
You are then like an embryo inside a mother’s womb, ready to have the Upper Level do anything It wishes to you! And then the Upper Level begins to develop a greater quality of bestowal inside you, until you are born into the spiritual world.
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How can I be in such state (bestow) just because I decide to? What i have to do is just think that I want to be in this state because I am a such egoistic and that I don’t want suffer any more? Or use my intention to do that? How does it work? I don’t want feeling like I am doing a mantra (I want to bestow, I want to bestow, I want to bestow…) trying to brainwash my self knowing that it won’t work any way. How can I still push my self always, more and more through the path of bestowal?